This coming week is going to suck SO hard because both my parents will be out of town for work, which means that my twin and I will have to wake up at 6-a-fucking-m to drop my eleven-year-old sister’s ass off at school. This is considerably more inconvenient for me because I have to go to an 8am physics class Tuesdays and Thursdays, with the addition of the MCAT prep course Sundays, Mondays, and Wednesday nights from 6:30pm-9:00. That’s ridiculous. I feel like my ability to do as well as I want on this test is already being negatively impacted, and it’s all simply because my little sister even exists. I’m not a horrible person—I’m really not—I’m just trying to make my future happen and certain people are already holding me back from it. I can’t function nearly as well when sleep-deprived, so I’m going to be really, really unhappy this week. I just want to catch a fucking break for once in my life. Just once. I’ll be happy to get a 35 on the MCAT, whether I get in or not. If I don’t get in, regardless of my score, I think I’m just going to get an associate’s degree and become an RN. I’m not going to waste too much of my youth trying to obtain something that is really up to chance for everyone who even tries, whether they are a perfect person or not.